Can I voice it out?

lately i'm not sure of what i want in my life.. actually i'm afraid of trying to get the wrong guy.. but at the same time i'm afraid if the guy is the one for me.. then it will turn out the other way.. before i started to crush on him.. i hated him damn much.. hahhaa.. yeah right.. like old malay people kept saying.. if you really hated someone.. u might end up fall in love with him.. hahaha.. yeah hell.. right.. i guess.. the first time i met him was in the problem solving class.. hahaha.. funny.. i did not noticed him at that time..its just his friend.. huhu... then i went to the arabic 1 class.. as the lecturer kept asking questions, he was the only that seemed very active to give the answers.. ( yeah.. it was as if you are the only one knew about it) hohoho..~ (at that time i was like.. errkk) then i went to the class as usual. almost every time i can see his face.. but there was no feelings towards him.. until there was a trip.. during the trip.. i don't know what really happened to me..  its like when i see his face.. the feeling of "sayang" was there...hahahhaha... but during that time, i did not tell my friends. i've just kept in secretly.. between me and myself..  sometimes i laugh at myself.. how come in a short period of time.. (2 days) i can badly crush on him.. it went on as if.. "perigi mencari timba" hahahaha.. aku ler tuh.. ok i'm the one whom started.. text..text... text.. even sometimes he don't even replys my text..hahahaha..

ok.. lately i get a little bit mad.. 50% of fed up.. it seems that he did not noticed of what the hell i'm trying to do to get his attention.. hoho~ u can go and ask my friends... ( perhaps they will said " haah.. tiap2 mase asik cite sal dier jerr") hahahah..  diz afternoon i had my grooming class.. guess what.. (ok i, don't have to mention here) ok the truth was i'm jealous.. okey~!.. what the hell did the girl actually do? can u please don't touch him? huh~ if i had powers... at that time i'll make you suffer girl.. shit.. do you have to actually bergurau and cucuk2 him? eeeeee babiiiii..geramm aku... haah kan.. kau pown suke perempuan usik2 kau...  eeeeee..vaviikkk... aku lak suke tgk kau bergurau cam tuh............ bodoh toll... hahaha aku mmg kuat jelez.. the very very very strong jealousy one.. yeah..that's me..huhu..

then when i tried to calm down.. i played with the games in my phone .. while waiting for the mulimedia class.. then something went wrong.. my phone was hang.. ok~! shit.. what else i can do? went to tesco..then ask the people in the telephone shop to do something.. yeah hell.. the only thing he+she (pengkid) can said.. i can't do anything....vavikkkk.... then i went straight home..huhu.. i was fasting.. + sweating badly + exhausted = huh~!..... then me myself can fixed it.. daaa~

the best part was.. after a few minutes in the class.. one of the people loudly said.. " kelas tak ade.. lecturer ader meeting" hahahahahahhahahaahahahahahahahahahahah (hell)~....

went home..... then i got a text messsage...my happy metre went up 10%..hahahahaha

ok bye2 xD

luahan hati :)

slamat ptg sume.. hmm..elok2 ptg nih aku plan nk g joging kt bwah nih.. aku tbe2 cm malas..heheh x pe la..ade byk lg mse..huhu.. lately aku asik berjalan je.. penat kaki aku..huhu..lenguh2..hahaha Esok aku nak puase lah :) dah lme x puase sunnat :) besh tau .. t cube korang try ..hahah..dh cube nak try lak....heheh.. bukan ape.. kalo korang sume pasan aku suke sgt letak lagu2 kt fb aku kn ? hehe.. aku mmg btol2 maksud kn.. aku mmg terlalu "head over heels" dekat sumone nih.. aku mmg dh lme perhatikan dia... tp aku rse dier x bpe pasan kan aku.. even nme aku pown dier tak tau.. (seday jap T_T) ngee... awk tau tak.. sy dah lame perhatikan awk.. tp awk x pernah perasan..lame-lame hati sy jadi tawar.. sy rase awk perasan.. berdasarkan tindakan sy nih... :) tp still boleh selamat kn.. "KOt" heheh.. juz satu bnde sy nak g tau awk... tp sekali sy dah 100% tawar hati.. sy akan biar awk sampai bile-bile.. sy akan buat tak tau je nanti ..heheh.. sy nih jenis keras hati.. sje je nk bagi hint awl2.. huhu.. Setiap ape sy buat.. tuh sume sbb nak kan perhatian awk.. tp pelik kwn2 awk lak yg perasan kan? ngeee tunjuk gigi jap...huhuh..~

hahaha...kan..tgk terok kn muke aku? :P

wuu kasut baru laggiiiii :D

aip2 sume.. selamat ptg..hehe.. bosan giler x tau nak wat per.. rituh fon sony aku wat hal... mse dah nak final exam, sumpah susah idop aku..huhu.. nk contact org punye la susah.. haah kn.. kt MSU tmpt aku study pown ade public foN..Hhahaha.. susah wooooo000~ so aku beli la tepon baru.. nokia N8 je.. yg paling latest x bpe nak mampu..huhuh.. yg nih aku dapat beli aku bersyukur lah gak....huhu.. alhamdulillah.. kamere 12 MP, wireless, 16 GB memori fon,.. x yah susah2 aku nak bli memori nk tmbah lah..3.5 g.. sume ade lah..hahah.. tp tu lah.. masalah nye.. aku ade tepon baru.. dekat 3 hari tak cas pown tak per..huhu.. nak tau sebab pe? x de yg nak mesej aku.. x de nak kol aku..kalo ade pown bnde2 penting tak pown famili aku..bhahaha.. (kalo mesej pown aku tau mesti maxis..hahahha) :D .. ok lah d sebab kan terlalu bosan.. aku balik shah alam... lepas cuti semester rituh.. lately aku g jalan2 dgn budak rumah aku... g midvalley jer.. hahaha.. lenguh aku tunggu train.. ngeee... x pe la.. yg penting aku tak bosan terperuk kat rumah.. g tgk wayang la... makan..jalan2..makan2..hahah.. jalan2..makan lagi..hahaha kuat makan tol aku nih.. huhu...so elok2 aku nak window shopping..last2..tershopping..haaa aku kalo keluar.. ble blik umah blik..mmg x sah kalo x de pape aku beli..hahahaha.. so rituh aku jalan2 kat metrojaya.. terjumpe la satu kasut nih... lawa.. mmg aku nak.. asik beli kasut tinggi.. sakit gak nak pakai selalu..lagi pown aku g kelas jalan kaki.. huhu.. haaa meh tgk meh kasut aku beli.. lawa x? hehehehe..

hahahaha.. murah jerrr.. x mahal pown :P kasut nih aku terbeli kat metrojaya.. ngee.. nih tgh sale lg kot..x tau ble dpt kua lg..tuh yg aku terborong..hahaha sampai 2 :P...

kek batik untuk dia :)

Salam diari kuh. Seperti biase aku kalau ade pape kenangan besh aku suke simpan.. sangat2.. so dengan cara menulis je.. aku boleh simpan.. sebelum ni aku memang mengidam nak makan kek batik. Aku lagi suka kalo aku yang buat sendiri. Kalau yang beli selalu nye tak ikot selera aku..So semalam lepas aku study ckit2, aku g Tesco sorang nak g beli bahan2 nak buat kek batik tuh.. Yelah.. aku dah janji kan.. tak kan nak mungkir janji lak.. lagi pun dier sendiri yang siap cakap cam ni kat aku "janji tau"~~ heheh.. lagi pun aku tau.. orang yang same bintang dengan adik aku ni pantang kalo mungkir janji..heheh.. sme lah kot.. heheh.. so semalam aku chat die.. rupe nyer die kat library shah alam.. study sorang2.. skema kn? i loike.. hahah.. kawan2 dier sume tdo lg time tuh.. dier sendiri yang g tau aku.. so aku cakap la.. kek batik dah siap buat.. dier cm agak terkejut.. dier siap pesan.. nanti makan la puas..huhuh.. sbb dier tau aku ni jenis kuat makan.. hhahaha.. eleh die pown sme nak cakap aku ..so aku cakap la cam ni kat dia.. "memang kite buat untuk dia pown" heheh aku ase die excited kot..wakakak.. aku cakap la lagi.. tak nak ker? hahah.. so dier ckap kat aku nanti petang die datang..ngeh3,, sambil aku leka wat nota, men fb jap, dgr lagu , tgk utube...tbe2 aku dapat mesej,, eloo kte dh kt bwh brunsfield...hahahah (siyez aku terkejut) dah la tak g tau dalam perjalanan ke ape ke.. waduh.. memang aku nervous gler2.. hahaha..

So aku dgn laju nyer g dapor potong2 kek batik tuh, and siap2..hahah.. memang aku selekeh je.. tapi roomate aku nak tgk die..ahahah so konon nyer berpure2 la...duduk kat tepi tuh nk tgk aku..wakakakak... rupe nyer dier dok tunggu kat jongkang jongkit dekat dengan kolam kecik tuh..hahaha... alololo dier.. comei..geram aku tgk..dier suke warne hitam kot..hahaha mmg ngam la dgn aku.. aku pon suke warne hitam.. heheh.. aku pon pkai bju itam time tuh.. wakakaka.. so aku bg je la..kek batik dlm beg starbucks..hahaha buruk dh paperbag tuh..tak per yang penting isi dlm beg tuh yg penting kn?

aku ingt kan bile dah bagi dier dah nak balik.. dier ajak aku dok ctuh jap dgn dier... ceeehhh aku berdatim.. cm x percye...wakakaka..ini boleh menimbulkan kontroversi.. lagi terbaik bebudak kelas aku lak ade time tuh.. hahaha mmg masak la aku pasnie.. budak tuh tegor dier nih.. die nih lak peramah.. kalo boleh dgn sume org dier nak kawan..heheh.. "weh, hujan ko buat ape kat cnie?" yg si die ni pulak ckp len.. dier g ckp kwn2 dier dok tunggu kt lobby.. hahaha,, pastuh budak pompuan tuh " oooooooooo000000~~~(alah kalo kene ejek berdatim) wakakakak... so die pown bla..

Lagi x boleh bla..ade lagi sorang budak perempuan kelas aku ni.. dier bru balik g joging.. hahaha si hujan ni lak g tegor.. atoi terbaik la.."Eh, hujan.. ko buat ape kat cnie?" si die pown jawab "Aku study tadi" hahahaha dlm hati aku memang nak gelak besar.. lagi tak boleh bla.. si die ckp cm ni kat perempuan tuh "Eh, ko g joging ea? aku tgk ko cm dah kurus ckit" siot je dier nih.. wakakaka.... pas dier dah bla.. aku mmg tergelak la..hahahaha.. aku ase dier pon cm nk gelak.. dier cover kot..hehehe...

x lme pastuh dier pon nk balik dah..bpe minit je dok kt ctuh..agak2 kawan dier (klasmate aku gak) syak pape x? hehehe.. mesti lah kot..wakakaka...

ble dier dah balik... dier chat aku kat fb.. dier ckp sedap aku wat kek batik.. cam agak terharu.... huhu.. sebab dulu aku masak kn ex aku.. ade je x kene.. even dier cakap.. kawan2 dier.. a.k.a klasmate aku gak pon cakap sedap..hahahah.. shuker2..

aku teringat dier cakap nak masak kn aku megi..ahahaha.. lawak2.. shuker tgk muke awak tau... dah la tinggi,, ade lesung pipit... pp bam2.. ase nak cubit2 jer semalam.. huhu.. kang org ckp aku ape lak kn..? hahaha.. xper2.. pasnie aku kene study... angau angau gak tira.. buku jgn lupe..huhu... aku ase korang dh tau muke die.. tak yah aku nak upload kt cnie..hahaha :P

papai~~~

ngaaa :D

hari nih aku exam marketing... ngeee siyez aku pown tak tau la.. bnde senang aku tak boleh nk jwb..........ngaaaaaaa..tppppp ble aku teringt kt die... aku bersungguh2 gak..huhu... morning..gud luck ezam...waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :D

Kasut baruuu XD

Hehehe..aku hepi gler ari nih.. td ptg lepas aku dah abiz belajar.. aku g mkn mekdi dgn klasmate aku,wanie..huhu.. pastuh g la jalan2 kt summit..kt subang.. yeahh aku pown tertarik dgn ade 1 kasut nih.. lawa kn? kikikikiki..sok aku nk g library shah alam aku nak pakai la..huhu.. lagi pon aku dah pelawa encik tuttt datang.. tak tau la die nak dtg ke x..huhu tp tadi dier ckp nk pulang kn pendrive aku..hehhe.. <<

sy angauuu :D

hahaha.. aku Angauuuuu... dgn budak sorang nih.. bru smlm aku g mkn mekdi dgn dier.. huhu.. shukerr nyerrrrrr.. :D time dinner rituh aku ade amek pix dgn die.. tp tu la.. aku x dpt pendrive aku lg..huhu.. x jumpe die lg.. so nk amek gmbr cm ner kn? huhu.. x per2 sabar je dlu :D..ngee aku ase cm sok nk kua g jln2 je... kali nih aku teringin gler2 nk kua dgn dier.. asal sume keje aku wat jer..asik ingt kt dier..heheh.. suprised yup sume2 stalker.. t dh ade pix aku upload.. :P